Am I just a ridiculous softy? Why do moments in a film hit me so hard the third time I see it? I watched the tail end of Brokeback Mountain on Bravo (of all stations) today, and this moment had me sobbing. Black tears running down my cheeks. Is it sad because of Heath Ledger being dead? Is it said because Jack Twist and Enis Del Mar cannot ever have the life that would have made them the happiest? Is it because I have a weird headache, pages of poetry due and I’m waiting on a book that may never arrive? My dog runs out of the room whenever I cry. I haven’t figured out why he becomes so upset.
But my eyeliner is indeed waterproof.
